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so the doc just called me w/ my test results- wtf...they came back fine- so that means im not sick- damnit why- why why why- i want to be sick damnit- i want to have problems- i want people to care- i hate myself- im fat- see i knew it- i am fine and people tell me im sick- well *boo* im not- so fuck off- fuck off everyone i hate my life, it ( Read more... )

So last night i talked to my friend sheena from high school- cause we still keep in touch since she still lives in c'ville- well she has planned for a bunch of us to meet at applebees for my 21st b-day which im totally excited about cause i love all my friends and they mean everything to me- but we can't meet till 5...and my mom wanted me to go to ( Read more... )

I went tanning again today- and i NEVER burn, but i am so fuckin' burnt- my face- ugh, it hurts! So I went and got my check today from work and it was only 470 bucks...fuck- you gotta understand my main bills are my apt. 400 dollars and my car 177....and thats not enough money to pay for all my other bills- grrr...daddy gave me 70 bucks yesterday ( Read more... )

I am sitting here thinking- well i have been thinking all day actually~ anyways, i realize im going to be 21 in exactly 2 weeks....andria my best friend is single....we are the 2 of alike girls- who want to go out party, be sluts and have fun- she is 24 a lil' older. But im thinking- i dont want to live my life- sitting at the computer all day ( Read more... )

Got up this morning to go to work at 8 then left at 9 w/ my aunt to go to andrias g-pa's funneral- it was sad- i didn't know her g-pa all that well but knew her g-ma- but their family has been friends of our family for soooo long- and andria is my best friend so i had to go and be w/ her- the sec. i walked into the funneral home- and saw her ( Read more... )

I just got out of the shower- and im looking at airline tickets once again- found one for 109 bucks roundtrip to orlando- ill be there june 10th-20th prob. so anyone around that area holla ( Read more... )

MY COUSIN TYLER GETS OUT OF JAIL TODAY- NOT A GOOD THING FOR A 18 YEAR OLD TO BE IN THERE ANYWAYS BUT I LOVE HIM AND MISS HIM- SO YAH- MY TY TY IS BACK HOME W/ US- AND BETTER STAY OFF DRUGS!!!!! I LOVE MY TY TY- GRRRRR- HIS ASS BETTER GET AHOLD OF ME THIS WEEK!! =)
LOVE LOVE!

Well- I haven't been around lately, with work and everything, been prety busy! Sucks so bad. Anyways, ive been addicted to cookiedough lately and it fucking sucks...grrr! Im trying really hard to get money saved up to go to florida for 11 days to stay w/ brookey! I need to get away- i think i want a boyfriend...i need love in my life. Andria is ( Read more... )

wow- woke up late., cause my alarm didn't go off- went to work, then my aunt wanted to get a perm so we went and got our hair done after work, only she paid for mine- lol...i just got a trim, and side bangs and strawberry reddish and lighter blonde highlights twisted throughout my hair- but the total of our hair together was 200 bucks DAMN! lol- ok ( Read more... )