I just got done eating and purging..and blood came out of my nose- don't know what that means. Also, im in need of a vacation, so i looked up airline tickets to florida to go see my friend brooke- and thye were only 153 roundtrip and its ATA- so thats not bad at all- I figured i would go in june- also i got bored an dput curlers in my hair- but now ( Read more... )

Today has been such a stressful day- i get to work 7 mins late like usual- packers ran like ass- i get a phone call at work from andria- she is a lead so of course i get the privlage to go into to the back and talk to her- well i get on the phone w/ her and she is crying hysterically and im like breath hunny~ so she tells me her grandpa passed away ( Read more... )

WOW- i just got home from work, and this morning all i had was about 1/4 of a banana and a stacker 3...worked from 7 till 5ish about! Got home and i ate ( Read more... )

Oh yeah i wanted to mention besides my cutting- i purged once this morning and did very well on not eating all day, but had took 2 stacker 3's w/ ephedra...well ok i did good till just now- i had 2 fat free hotdogs w/ ketchup- prob. a total of 100 cals plus a lil' applesauce thing which is 90 cals- so ok 190 cals- round up 200 max....and i was like ( Read more... )

Grrrr...today was a semi ok day- went to wal-mart and got this cheap ass watch cause i lost mine, then anyways, i came home and beth came over for a little bit and we went to visible changes where my friend sheena works as a beautian, so i could get my eyebrows waxed, well sheena knowing how much in debt i am, did it for me for free...so im in a ( Read more... )

Well I just got home from work- well i mean going to work to visit andria on her break and i purged on cereal before i left to go there and i hung up some more posters in my computer room and im trying really hard not to anything else tonight because i dont need to but i want to eat and purge again- damn my mom for buying my cereal and its scooby ( Read more... )

OMG- i actually had a fun day today- got up at 11..had some cereal purged like usual- then andria came over and dropped her shit off and we had a day ahead of us....we ran to Fuji where we work to talk to the head guy cause they forgot to put andrias dollar extra pay on her paycheck, then we talked to rob taylor in his office forever- and he knows ( Read more... )

Did i mention beth got a new car- 2003 dodge stratus coupe- i am so happy for her-!

grr- just purged for the 6th tiem today 6TH TIME wtf has happen to me- and ive already cut 2 times and am about ready to cut more and take some klonopins- i hate my life maybe ill take more klonopins??

haha~ OK-my best friend came over earlier. We watched our usualy american dreams, our all time fav. show- that we watch together on sundays! Anyways, she got a new 2003 dodge stratus coupe, and it kicks ass, and i wanted to go for a ride in it, so we went to kroger so i could get some diet mt. dew...then i got some cookie dough to binge on and she ( Read more... )

Ugh- I purged this morning on 3 huge ass bowls of scooby cereal, then i had a banana kept it down and also a apple, then i just poured 2 cans of chicken stars in a bowl and ate that and purged and my apple and bananas came up, and now i am waiting for this movie to get over w/ so i can get a milkshake and go drink that and puke it- ugh, what a life