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Does anyone know of a place to live somewhere in Mayra? It'd be closer to the school for me and I wouldn't have to see that one guy who reminds me of Pavi Largo everyday. I only saw Pavi once in real life and it was the day...it wasn't a good day ( Read more... )

Class got canceled today. The teacher is ten. I guess it means more time to study for his test.

Does anyone know when this is going to be over?

One of my professors showed us the electron microscope. They dip insects in gold before putting them under the microscope. It's beautiful. I want to look at some of my own collection that way. I left it all behind though.

Time to start rebuilding it. There's got to be different insects here then back home. Insects that don't glow from zydrate.

Can someone finally tell me what happened last night? Everyone I asked was so vague.

I've started classes at university. I'm not sure I like it. Maybe because it's just so weird learning with other people. At home my Dad taught me everything and it was just us. Sometimes when I get home I open the door, ready to ask for help. But he's not there...Never will be again. I couldn't save him. Couldn't save any of them.

New wig. I've never worn one so...blond. My dad bought me my black one and I just...always wore it. I decided to have ti replaced. Out of sentimentality or something. I don't know why I bother, it smells like a hospital. And doctors. It smells like him.

I think I need a job now the money I took with can only cover so much...but I've never had one ( Read more... )

I've never had a Christmas like this before. Guess just celebrating it without my Dad makes it something new. So many people and so many colors. Home feels so dull now. At home parties were never so big or extravagant. And warm. How the hell did they do that with the fires? I could have used that over my window at home ( Read more... )

I hate the smell of death. I've been keeping away from all the fighting in Tayon but the smell....

What the fuck is going on? The government is giving people viruses?? I thought home was fucked up but GeneCo just took organs.

I've been hiding out around the Starscape - it's so big no one notices. I don't know of where else to go. I won't won't won't go back to my world.