I never thought that I could love again, then I meet this girl... She's in Cosmotology class at the Collins Career Center. Jessica... I feel really attracted to her and feel as if she is attracted to me too... I'm asking her out tomorrow... I hope she says yes... I feel inside of me, that she will...

Day by day, people live their lives... They strive to find out who they really are. When you actually find out, most of the time it's scary. It's a person you never knew you would be... I want to know who I really am... I want to know what my life would be like if I showed my true inner self... I need to not hide in the shadows anymore. Hididng ( Read more... )

Life will never be the same... At least I still have my friends around...

Here is some pictures of people in my lab and a couple other's. Descriptions are below the pictures.


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Life...sucks? Damn right it does ( Read more... )

I can't really describe how I'm feeling but I have a serious eating problem. I don't eat much at all. I ate only two small pieces of pizza today... I really don't want my friends to worry too much about me but everyone seems to... Just about the whole school knows of my eating disorder now... I was stumbling around today because I had been running ( Read more... )

I feel so strange right now. I was in a chat with Julia, David, and Kim... Julia all of a sudden suggested that Kim and I date... I was laughing at first but now...I don't know how I should feel. Julia seemed really serious about it all. She said that she wanted to see Kim and I both be happy. I barely know her. All this time, I felt like a good ( Read more... )

A lot has happened. I lost my girlfriend, I have a eating disorder, and I almost didn't make it out of it all. Thanks to all my friends who helped me feel better. They were a great help in helping me recover. I may not be completely recovered from all of it but... I'm happy. I'm glad to have such great friends.

You really never appreciate something till it's gone. I had everything but now I'm back to near nothing. Aleida made me happy. Not many girls I have met or talked to can really make me feel as comfortable as her. She's hurt now and it's all my fault... I really was a bad boyfriend but if I had the chance, I would be a better boyfriend to her. I ( Read more... )

Today has been a really painful day but I'm sure things will look up eventually. I'm not going to give up because I know I can make this work. I got the support of several friends. I just know that this girl is the one for me. I don't want to ever give up on her ( Read more... )

Wow, it's been a long time since I updated. It's not like anyone reads these, but it's good to express how I feel. I can't begin to explain how great I feel right now. What to say...what to say...Well, not much really to say. One sentence can describe everything for me. I love my Aleida <3 ( Read more... )