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You never really appriciate something, till it is gone. Well I have had that something for almost 4 months now. I always appriciated the fact I had Aleida around. Now she is going to Puerto Rico for a month and my life has stepped into a black, endless hole. I still and always love Aleida, but being without her here to talk to really makes me ( Read more... )

I havnt updated in awhile....not much really to update. I really couldn't feel worse, well maybe I could but I don't want to. Me and Aleida started up on a new game "Redmoon" recently and well at first things went well. Then things sorta just fell into a big hole. I love doing anything with Aleida...anything I can but it seems she doesn't want me ( Read more... )

Whew, alot has happened. I looked for some private Redmoon servers last night and found one. Its free so its all good. Like 800-900 accounts on the site so it must be good. If your interested in knowing more, just contact me. Right now I hate Conquer because it didn't let me on all night.

Well I feel alot better now. I hope to be awake in the morning tomorrow for Aleida when she gets on. I missed the last few days because I didn't have my alarm but I got it back now. I will be awake for her now ( Read more... )

I'm boiling in anger right now. I was supposed to be home at 6 am this morning to be on here for Aleida, but my alarm did not go off. I had it set and everything, and it failed me. This is the second time this has happened that I have not been on the morning. Everything I want to do has to be ruined for some stupid reason. I hate it, fuck it all. I ( Read more... )