God damn, I'm getting stupider and stupider by the day ( Read more... )

Philosophy time ( Read more... )

I'm filled with confusion and self doubt right now ( Read more... )

I think I've come to a cold, hard realization: I am truly an idiot. I am an idiot who does smart people things (math, chess, programming, etc), but do idiot things. I am just so dumb! The only reason I am half knowledgeable is because I'm too dumb to know when to quit, so I just preserver until I get it. I remember taking this advanced logic course ( Read more... )

I was just thinking about the moon, stars and planets and how to categorize them. I could call them all "celestial objects", which means "objects in the sky"... But think about it: Every star, planet, moon, and rock floating in space can be more simply generalized as "lumps of matter". Intuitively, we tend to make a distinction between the moon and ( Read more... )

I am slowly coming to a humbling realization that I may actually be a bit stupid. No, really. I think I really may be stupid. I have my moments of brilliance here and there, but by and large, I am stupid. It's a discomforting fact which gets manifested over and over again as I struggle with basic trigonometery and linear algebra ( Read more... )

I don't know why I bother to post. Nobody reads this shit. It doesn't benefit *me* in any way to spend time writing about what I'm doing and/or how I'm doing it. I could be spending that time writing more code. I guess I have this lingering fantasy that some day down the road I'll be a bit more well known or famous and people would actually be ( Read more... )

Yesterday was a complete waste of a day. I didn't get shit done. I just couldn't muster the motivation to start writing code for hours on end. The only thing I did was discover a subtle bug in my terrain rendering code. I had extra, unused indexes in my index buffer. I wanted to know why I was allocating more memory than what I was using ( Read more... )

I've started to work in earnest (sort of) on this game I've been meaning to create. I don't know what I'm going to name it. I don't know what I'm going to name my company. I think, at this point, none of that matters ( Read more... )

"Man Love Thursday" is a weekly recurring event between grown Afghan men and boys. Essentially, a group of grown men will take turns gang raping a young boys ass. At first, the boy will scream, struggle and holler in strong protest. Over time, they eventually just submit, bend over and literally take it up the ass. The local saying is "Women are ( Read more... )