25, started own business, going back to college, living on my own in the most interesting capital of NH.

Alone. As always.

Some day I won't always be around. Someday you may regret the things you said. Someday I'll be happy with someone else. You were never good for me and you haven't changed. You can't love someone and do the things you do to me. I've been nothing but nice ( Read more... )

Sometimes i dont know if I should trust you or what my mind says. Or if I should believe what people tell me. Sometimes I miss you and I know I should but something says I shouldn't.

Im stupid an pathetic. Yet I need you even tho i know it will kill me.

K so I went to disney today... More precisely MGM studios with my newest friend Jamie... who I might add is one of the coolest people I have ever met ( Read more... )

Hmm well it seems that people do read this. Even people that I thought didn't like me posting my thoughts for the world to see. They read this and yet they scorn me for it. You say you have no objections to what I do. Yet, you break down and cry when I leave. You tell me to leave when you really want me to stay. Your confusion of emotions is what ( Read more... )

Kyla told me she cheated on me last night.... I hate my life... but I really love Loralie... I hope this works out well..

bee a while since I have written in this... but yeah... I broke something my first day at work... and almost dropped a case of beer on sumone...I made some many mistakes... ugh I'm prolly gonna get fired.. didn't take a lunch break today... worked the full 6 or 7 hours i'm exausted... and to think i need to do it all over again tomorrow and the day ( Read more... )

Grrrness Jamey won't talk to me... so I've decided I like Kyla more but now she's not talking to me. and just grrr girls grrrr I just want someone to talk to.. I need someone to lean on someone to love... Someone to tell how much I love her everyday.

The boy said to his love: would you ever leave me ( Read more... )

I feel so alone... I feel tired.. I feel wasted, abused, slightly amused. I feel like dying, and I'm just trying to express myself. So I grab the ripped clothes off my shelf. Open the door, walk out my life. Surreal existance like floating in a shell of pain. The sky is dark just pouring rain. All around the sound is sharp like the razors. The ( Read more... )