So houston we have an effin problem. So I did not qualify for my loan damnit. They said my credit wasn't good enough. There only willing to offer me $250 dollars. So now I am like fuckkk. What do I do??? I can use my hsbc card to overdraw $500. I could at least pay for a plane ticket there. That hopefully save enough money up to survive ( Read more... )

So I applied for a $1000 loan today. The only reason I appplied for this loan was because I need a plane ticket to London ASAP. I can work there but I need to get there first lol. So I am kinda confused about what to do ( Read more... )

So it has been offically 2 weeks since I stopped drinking. Which granted is along time. But two weeks for someone who drinks alot is foreverrr. And I am doing pretty damn well ( Read more... )

So I was just getting ready for my interview for this morning. I checked on Jujubean and she didn't move. I picked up and she was dead :( I am actually really upset. When I was younger I use to come very attached to animals. This whole drinking thing has changed me and I feel numb alot. I can't feel things like I use too. Even so I am very sad ( Read more... )

Today marks my 10th day of Sobriety. I am now in the double digits which is comforting. This staying sober thing is actually going very well and I am handling not drinking better then I thought I would. I actually think a lot of it is the environment your in. At school it's very hard to stay sober when half the town would go out and drink everyweek ( Read more... )

So I offically survived the 4th of July weekend staying alocohol free. I have to say that is a pretty good accomplishment. Especially when all my friends got tanked haha. So far its been about 8 days since I stopped drinking and I have been loving it. Its such a nice feeling staying sober. Granted its only been 8 days I am starting to feel a sense ( Read more... )

So its been about four months since my spring break aka the last time I was in London. And I am so anxious to go back there. Like I am so excited!!! I feel like a kid waiting for Christmas morning. Only problem is its like 91 days away haha. I try not to think about London to much because I know I have a long time before I go back. It's like if ( Read more... )

So the time has come to step away from drinking. I came very close to quiting while I was at school. But the main reason I decided to continue drinking was for my last memories at College. The social aspect at college was heavly influenced by alcohol. But things are different now. I am no longer at school. I have my own apartment and control over ( Read more... )

So today was a very trying day. I was actually really annoyed with life. I am so ready to leave Niagara Falls seriously. I love my friends dearly but when I hang out with them there persuing love and I am just the friend to accompany them on their journey. Granted I don't want anyone right now I am sick of keeping my dreams and goals on the ( Read more... )

Well I have to say I have wanted to write in this here journal a few times the last couple weeks. Nothing really big has happened more revelations and just random thoughts on life ( Read more... )