Soo whenever I go from being a train wreak into complete sobriety my whole life changes. The days tend to drag. I really had my heart on going to my A.A. meeting Sunday. But unfourtantley the weather called for freezening rain. Dana asked if we could just go next week which I agreed too. It defiantly upset me that I couldnt go. I actually wanted to ( Read more... )

So I am 100% ready to take the biggest step in improving my life and go to my 1st A.A. meeting. I am absolutely terrified to go. But now that I have talked to my mom about having a drinking problem I feel that much better about finally facing my problem. I know if I continue going the way I am something really bad is going to happen. What was once ( Read more... )

So I got a very unexpected phone call this morning. My mom called and told me Michelle died. I was shocked when she told me and still am having trouble accepting it. I have experience death before. But this time its different. Michelle was only in her early 40's and had many more years to live. Michelle had horrible ashtma. And I guess wasn't ( Read more... )

So today has been yet another big day for me. I got hired at Telatec. So I have my very first career job finally ( Read more... )

So today has been a pretty interesting day. Well first off I returned telatec's call. I actually had an interview on the phone. I made it to the second round. Which is tomorrow btw. But I find out if I get the job tomorrow. It's full time and pays 10 dollars an hour.Unfortantley its temporary and does not have benefits. But it does have the ( Read more... )

So I have offically began working at Walmart. I had orientation yesterday and my first shift was today. It's defiantly interesting working at Walmart. I do have more respect for the workers. It's not as easy as it looks. I had the joy of anserwing the phones today while in the fitting room. It defiantly was a challenge haha. Most of all I love ( Read more... )

So funtime is offically over with. I let myself celebrate the summer the last few weekends. First their was me & Tara's adventures at Sky Bar. Which I love btw. I finally got to hang out with my friend. I do like him but I decided we will just be friends. Even though I haven't liked anyone in a long time I wear my heart on my sleeve. He seems like ( Read more... )

I am terribly bored right now. I hate when I get in these moods especially when I have nothing to do. Or correction I have no money to do anything. Well for one thing my soberity is offically over. I am proud of myself though. I stayed sober for over a month. I am going out in Blo tomorrow and figured I would rebuild my tolerance. But with going ( Read more... )

So my friend Tara graduated a year before me. She was the first to tell me how much you miss fredonia after your done with school. Last year was pretty crazy and I defiantly was ready to peace out of fredonia. But now I have to say I am starting to miss fredonia. For me I tend to get so sick of school each year. So by the end of the year I can't ( Read more... )

So life has yet to offer me another brokenheart. Yet this time it isnt over a person. Alot of people grow up with huge dreams of what they want out of life. It took me a lot longer to find my dream. I have always known that I would like to move away one day. The question was where??? Then I did my study abroad and life started to make sense. I ( Read more... )