So I know I have been writing entries a lot saying I am done with drinking. And I really want to mean it. The thinking with breaking bad habits is there not easy to break. I really do want to drink again tonight. It's defiantly going to be a long road because I am giving up something that took up a big chunk of my life. Thinking about never ( Read more... )

I was just thinking since I am finally going to give up drinking and retire from being a wild child. Isnt about time I stop looking like a party. I really am in the mood to change my apperance. Aka shave my black hair with red highlights, take out my eye brow piercing. I defiantly think my clothes I wear are very cute but maybe something a little ( Read more... )

I know I have said that I want to quit drinking a million times in the past. But I really think I can. I didnt drink the whole month of november. I feel like I am at a turning point. Quit drinking or continue destroying my soul and spirt. I have a lot of motivation to quit drinking right now. There has been a lot of drama at my house lately. And ( Read more... )

I have played around with my drinking problem for far to long. Last weekend was fun but probally the worst weekends in life. Everytime I drink I have been becoming an angry person. I feel like I am at an emotional breaking point. I know I can beat this problem and I know its time. I am making an appoitment with the school conseluer. I have been ( Read more... )

Finally this dreadful week is coming to an end. This has felt like the longest week of my life. Only because I have be looking forward to this weekend. Today the fun starts to begin. Tara Gerber's birthday was tuesday and she and Tara Root are coming to celebrate. Also the BJ's beach party is tonight. Which btw I love and am so excited to go to. I ( Read more... )

I just seen online that Pink and Carey Hart our finally for a divorce. I have to say that defiantly makes me pretty sad. I was so happy for Pink when she got married. Even though I don't know her on a personal level I feel like I do. She is a big influence muscially in my life so I guess in a way I do know her pretty personally. She is defiantly ( Read more... )

So I have to admit I have a new obsession. My favorite new reality show is The Bad Girls Club. I first start watching season 1 of the Bad Girls Club the day of the Justin Timberlake concert lastyear. Me and Nurangiz were hanging out in our hotel room so I started watching the show while we waited for the concert. I only got to watch about four ( Read more... )

So I kinda think I want to switch up my entries. I feel like I always write about the same thing. Moving to London, Talking about classes and going out. It's nice because I love writing because it helps me release my stresses but I do talk about other things ( Read more... )

So I am in a very wierd mood today. Half of me want's to get the hell out of this town. Even though its only been a couple weeks of fredonia I am so sick of it. Also I just want to get the hell out of this house. I told Cindy I would go hang out with her thursday night. But I am not in the mood to drink at all. I need a break from drinking. I am ( Read more... )

So I just applied for graduation!!! Its defiantly a wierd feeling. Friday marks 100 days till graduation. And I am defiantly going to the happy hour friday. So I just realized that this semester is going to be pretty damn busy haha. I have 3 pretty big group projects. Strategic Management being the hardest of my college career. But I really don't ( Read more... )