Sometimes however, we rise above that.  I don't think that all men are created equal; In fact I feel that is the greatest excuse of our time. Whether it drives someone to be better or fail altogether is, as most things are a matter of perspective.  Some people are naturally better at some things than others, no amount of training or desire can ( Read more... )

Wednesday, July 25, 2007


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I wonder what it would be like.

Never imagined I’d of found my way here, now that I’m aware I have I seem … indisposed make no stand one way or the other.  Right now, at this moment; I’m honestly not even sure what I’m talking about.

Sometimes I feel like it’s all been done before, there’s nothing new out there. How can that possible be? Why ( Read more... )

I haven't posted in some time, may have only been a few days but feels like more than a week.  I've had a bit of a rough time trying to clear my head in order to speak to you. Things are good, hard but rewarding as always.  I couldn't be as happy, or have the peace of mind I do if things where simply easy. My cars been kind of "down for the count" ( Read more... )

If ever I knew myself completely, it was then and in that moment. That night everything stopped, evolved into something greater, with reason and grandiose resolve. Our bodies close held tightly in our embrace, recoiling from everything around us, escaping to one another. Slow fade and cutting time, beguiling all intrusions; the ability to ignore ( Read more... )

 So, I put an end to it today; tomorrow I quit sixflags.

I'm so happy I can enjoy life again, or for the first time possibly. A few years ago I thought that nothing could ever work the way I wanted, or at least that in my case the pursuit of happiness was well more than pointless. I've made my own luck, always have, it's only now however that I'm ( Read more... )

 So, I filled out my fafsa today, all be it way past the state deadline... but still something to be happy about I suppose. More so that they finally see me as independent; It has never been so easy to fill out before and my EFC is zero to boot. I'm also registered at Salano, however not enrolled since I don't plan on attending a summer term ( or ( Read more... )

Again I find myself in a weird spot, I'm humbled but all at once lost by the awsomesauce that is life. I just can't get anyone who could be sad when so much is happening. Right now friends are reuniting for the first time, lovers embracing, and some small child somewhere is smiling. How dumb does that sound? This past week has been one of the worst ( Read more... )

 I never cease to amaze myself; I must be the most endlessly useless person who's ever lived, who's ever even dreamed.  I fight myself in every embodiment of change or progress, I can't even make regression work properly. Why do I do these things to myself, why do I believe in people, in myself or even the immaculate beauty of the ebb and flow of ( Read more... )

 Well no progress yet, on any front unfortunately... I got another job today however; I really don't think I have the time for it though. This will be job number four, I will eventually probably leave radioshack for this one. Just last night I was complaining to Adrian that I hate not having any time for myself. I must say it is great having my ( Read more... )