can you take me highhh enough??somnambulism245January 30 2006, 05:29:43 UTC
i haven't written a song in a while -- lots and lots of prose and poetry, but no music. i'm gonna learn to finger pick soon, though, so that's pretty exciting -- should expand my creative imagination a bit. i think i used to be sure of what i was feeling and though i was wrong -- because i was out of contact with my feelings -- i was able to create as a direct result of that. now i'm just so fucking lost (which is really to say that i finally see how lost i am :D) that i see i have no clue what i'm feeling, though i am sure i am feeling something: 'cause otherwise i wouldn't exist. anyway, my point to all of this is that i'm going through a lengthy period of music-drought and i think it is a direct result of the fact that i don't even have a false idea of what i feel now and so will only be able to create once more -- in a musical sense: i do write poems and such, but they aren't very lyric, mostly sprawling except for a random one here and there when i have a breakthrough -- when i finally make contact with my feelings. it's
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Re: can you take me highhh enough??sleep_in_my_hatJanuary 30 2006, 17:08:19 UTC
hah that was excellent and totally true
i've been feeling very similarily actually- in terms of being so lost about what my feelings actually are, so every idea either seems fake or it's real one moment and gone the next. sigh. it'll happen, it's just a couple weeks of writers block i hope
maybe if i were in a hair metal band i wouldnt be so lost hah
yeah, but you're the best and my favorite. you know it makes me really happy that you write and play your songs. how did your show go? today's my first day of classes- alright, three hours of genetics lab! studying dumpy winged fruit flies. hey, did i tell you that i'm in the new college chorus? real singing is hard, punk me had the right idea. still, i need some music in my life aside from sweet rolling stones on my speakers. i hope you're having plenty of good days, i love you brotha.
classes are great if you're happy to be there, in other words, the difference between college and high school
i hope you're excited and thats awesome that you joined the chorus, i was in chorus in highschool and for the short time i was it actually helped my voice a lot, even though i love your voice so much, when we're home i need you to sing on a bunch of my songs.
i miss you guys so much! im also listening to wild horses and feeling hopelessly nostalgic for the summer and riding bikes which is basically where you are now, although due to global warming its 60 degrees outside in new york today, ah!
im holding it together, you do the same, i love you
thanks cait, the first chorus meeting is tomorrow night! how are you doing? today i anesthesized a bunch of fruit flies and inspected their anatomy, my roommate is playing the most horrifying music right now. i hope you have lots of fun, be good
dont get disgruntledyousuckiwinhahaFebruary 5 2006, 21:26:44 UTC
just play and play and play and play. ive been writing some good folk and country songs. and write and write and write , it will all come to you, you know it . and dag yo, have fun, if its not fun then theres no sun.
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i've been feeling very similarily actually- in terms of being so lost about what my feelings actually are, so every idea either seems fake or it's real one moment and gone the next. sigh. it'll happen, it's just a couple weeks of writers block i hope
maybe if i were in a hair metal band i wouldnt be so lost hah
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classes are great if you're happy to be there, in other words, the difference between college and high school
i hope you're excited and thats awesome that you joined the chorus, i was in chorus in highschool and for the short time i was it actually helped my voice a lot, even though i love your voice so much, when we're home i need you to sing on a bunch of my songs.
i miss you guys so much! im also listening to wild horses and feeling hopelessly nostalgic for the summer and riding bikes which is basically where you are now, although due to global warming its 60 degrees outside in new york today, ah!
im holding it together, you do the same, i love you
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