man the dayss are flying by and i am having fun haninng out with everyone!! . school is soo cool cuz i am learning for once except stat class which i fall asleep but my group is awesome and they dont mind that i am clueless. i have also been writing on my typewriter which is so much fun cuz it makes a lot of noise and i make a lot of mistakes but ( Read more... )

whooooooaaaaa . things have been crazy but a blast!! concerts beer and cigarretes and school!!!! whoaaaa . i am enjoying school as i work there also and get to flirt with all the classically trained musician girlies, they dig the hair, score one for me. jorge and max made me buy a beer at a bar so they can use the restroom how ridiculous is that ( Read more... )

how silly people are , and the way they act. slowly i am burning and smiling, becareful, i have started and i will get my revenge, every day i train and run hard until it doesnt hurt. physical pains dont really effect me anymore and i am growing stronger. if one bleeds and feels pain , then their mind is pained by their own world. i bleed and i am ( Read more... )

the animal hospital is starting ! o shit

im stressed and i just need someone to talk to. things suck right now . suck suck yuck this all sucks . i hate school fuck you school. my next song: "fuck you school" . i like it already. i dont like schoooooooooooooll. i like to write even though i suck at it. i dont even know what i am writing about . i like to picture some people sometimes i ( Read more... )

i skanked, headbanged until i fell dizzy with no blood in my head, moshed till my jaw hurt, my ears ringed and burned, i song songs on the mike , played roadie, i wish i was drunk when i was there. it would have made an interesting night with me probably dancing naked . flirted with some hipster sketchy girls drinking in the parking lot, they like ( Read more... )

i have been so confused lately and i dont know what i want to do. i dont know if it is my body that wants things or my mind. i just dont know im so confused . ive started to take classes at JIVAMUKTI center to help me find peace with things i have problems with and and it means "MEANS LIBERATION FROM SEPARATION". i just find that so interesting and ( Read more... )

i am getting lost
in a bunch of i dont knows
im sad , no more poems from m.o
poems that made a difference at least to me
too bad language doesnt fulfill what i need to say
so fuck off

a lot of things are left unsaid
and its better that way
but sometimes it just slips out.
ill pretend i didnt mean it or
you'll pretend like you didnt hear it.
ill remain silent and write what i wanted
to say on you skin, while you sleep.
just dont say i never told you .

i dont know why i write on this live journal. it is a strange machine or whatever it is