I HAVE A 3 O' CLOCK INTERVIEW AT BORDERS!!!!! *scream like teenaged girl at the popular pop group at the moment concert* that would be sheer awesomeness to get that job i love that store so fucking much.

other than that no good news in me life.


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The only life I’ve come to depend on has turned against me. What am I to do when there’s nothing left? No one left for me. The only one who can change this lies in front of a machine. Medicines and cures seem too far away. So sick of playing this hide and seek game with reality. Count to ten; release my grasp on today. What has happened? Why do I ( Read more... )

i have alot of positivity as of right now and i really want to change alot of things in my life. wether it be for betterment of myself or just a change ( Read more... )

i'm a blonde now....


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has the idea that something will happen puts you at such an uneasy state that you want to do anything in your power to have it not happen?? yet part of you wants to let it? i hate that feeling yet atleast the not happen overpowers the let it happen.

i've had a really good weekend.

i feel really good.

so amys home and that is good. i missed that girl sooo much. we went out for a while last of night as well as michelle and that fucking peter kid. seriously i tried to be nice to ppeter and that was welcomed with nothing but assholish remarks and the like so that was really un-needed. then we got mike and thats when the night started to come to a ( Read more... )

( my e-mail to george bush )

Flux is all there is; embrace the to be

i saw shaun of the dead last night it was a good movie, despite not seeing a large portion of it. before that i saw janelle for a little bit, she couldn't go to a movie :( then i went to the old apartment and took a nap in the parking lot since i had 2 hours to kill. saw the movie went home had a snack watched some zim had some pizza rolls more zim ( Read more... )