i feel really good right now, and i'm not high. this is great. really ( Read more... )

for the first time ever in my life i actually questioned the existance of any sort of omniscient specral beings that do look over us and lend help when da help be needed ya know? ones such as a "god" or angel or what have you ( Read more... )

so i thought out and practiced everything i wanted to say. once she called i forgot it all. fuck that shit. i hope it all turns out well and all that jazz. i would be content ( Read more... )

it's one of the greatest feelings ever when you think something may go your way for once.
i am gonna keep on hoping.

i got a kiss on the cheek today. it was grand.

i'm a slut...

there really hasn't been anything new goin down lately aside from moving, work, being abducted by aliens and being probed and/or autopsied, and these damn herpes itching so itchingly against me testes. so nothing extraordinary and exciting. oh yeah i saved the popes life to, no big ( Read more... )

halloween weekend appears that it will be jam packed, yet will kick so much ass.

it'll be the bestest halloween eber.

and at some point i have to go to isu!!!

it's great when one person can take a shitty day and make you happy?

thank you janelle.

it's odd ending a day with, didn't you forget your kiss.

and saying, it wasn't the woman with the rice that spanked me, it was YOU!!!

and hearing, you need a good girl i'm rooting for ya

it's been a horrible day and the out look doesn't look much better.

it's only 12:30

fuck.

so last nights entry was taken totally out of context.

i am usually to in hebriated t o be an immonent threat to anyone let alone myself ( Read more... )

i'm so fucking depressed right now. rather than type out some of my reasone i'll just paste some of my note to janelle ( Read more... )