It's really hard to be pregnant when the person you're pregnant by (ya know, the one who's supposed to be there with you every step of the way) just wants to yell at you and make you cry and make things harder on you. And when your parents wanna go on and on about how you're gunna be a bad mother and how you're selfish and when they wanna say "You ( Read more... )

I don't know why I like to pretend me and Steven are happy.. but we're not. All we do is argue. He gets drunk/high, yells at me, tells me every little thing he doesn't like about me, and I cry. That's the way it goes. Since I moved back home he hasn't called me, his pregnant girlfriend, to see how I'm doing, how I feel, if I'm ok. Nothing. He sends ( Read more... )

Ok so I haven't updated in like a year.. so I figured I would since I don't have anything else to do ( Read more... )

People suck.

I can't handle being lied to anymore. Honestly, it hurts so much. Why can't you just say you're gunna do something and follow through with it and actually do it? You get my hopes up and get me so excited thinking for once, you'll do the right thing and maybe a pattern will form and you'll keep doing the right thing. But who am I kidding? What kind ( Read more... )

I like my job so far. My feet hurt real bad, but I'll get used to it. This coming up week I have 37 hours. So I'm making close to twice as much as I made at Zaxby's. Which is cool. Steven came to see me at work. And when he left he texed me and told me that seeing me made his day. :P Whatever. I like me & him as "just friends" for right now. Not so ( Read more... )

I had a good day today ( Read more... )

I got no bad news and no upsetting news. I'm very relieved ( Read more... )

In about 2 hours I either get some bad news, or some very very upsetting, heart-breaking news. It's nothing stupid, like Steven or anything. It's pretty serious so it would mean a lot to me if when you read this you could take a second to pray for me.

♥ thanks

I work at Goody's now. Yay! Come buy clothes from me!