So I got the promotion. I'm now Assistant Store Manager. I've been given a great raise. I lost a friend. He apparently wasn't much of a friend (though in his mind he was flawless). Maybe he will be when he grows up, and learns to see beyond himself. I harbor hate for him now. I'm starting to like the feeling. My brother took a sleeping aide and ( Read more... )

So something is in the air at work. As much as I don't wish to jinx this, I have to get it out. After a lot of hard work and picking up the slack of my current assistant manager, I may get his job.

Me? Assistant Mananger? In less than a year of working for EB Games? I think I could get use to that idea.

... More later when things are clearer

So apparently labor day means that I have to work 9 hours.... Yay! Tara lives in opposite world!

You act like I should always be happy with you, and if I'm not it's one of our faults. Well, it's not. You can't be involved with someone, friend or lover, and always be happy with them ( Read more... )

My life, my dreams, my love... he just keeps pushing it all back... there's always a tomorrow with him... always a better time... always an excuse... and I just feel stagnant ( Read more... )

Do you see me now? ... Really SEE me?

Cause I see everything.

I see the brightest light and darkest shadow and every shade in-between the two sides off the coin.

And yet I still hope it lands heads up.

Does it scare you?

... like it scares me?

And yet I hope on...

for how long?

Sleep now...

find peace there...

Please.

I love

So... I might get promoted... again ( Read more... )

23 ... almost 24...

I have a 16 ... almost 17 year old son...

dating for 1 ... almost 1 1/2 years...

Spending my first moments alone in 5 ... almost 6 months

... I'm too tired too young...

And my dreams keep drifting further and further away...

... and my alone time just ended

I wish I knew about my past lives... who I was? ... what I was ( Read more... )

So my brother may be coming down to live with us starting the end of December. He has to be clean for these next couple of months first and stay clean down here. He's getting a second chance to change his life around ( Read more... )