i feel so alone....i hate this feeling....and i hate being single...and i hate working 6 days a week..13-16 hours a day....i wish life could be easier sometimes...i wish mjn would be here all the times...i feel so alone in this stupid city.

wut a fuckin horrible nite....emo david flaked on me..and this dude that i was gunna go to avalon with ditched me..and no im not talking about john G.....john i hope u feel better soon sweetie..muaw..ill make u soup soon ( Read more... )

tonite made me really realize that the old me is who im most happy with ( Read more... )

"last nite i had the strangest dream were everything was exactly how it seemed ( Read more... )

the last few days have been interesting ( Read more... )

last nite sucked...i got wayyy to drunk..tony didnt wanna deal with it so he satyed home...so i walked around manhattan drunk with neo....it was NOT fun.

today i feel like shit..no headack...but i feel like imma get sick.

ugh

im sorry everyone.

im sick of dealing with idiots ( Read more... )

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wuts been new?? well lets see ( Read more... )

im an emo kid....im supposed to feel sad, depresed, and alone....right?