im going away for a while ( Read more... )

as your lives seem to come together ( Read more... )

soo..its been ages since i wrote in this. and alot has happened ( Read more... )

dealing with this bullshit. Im 22 years old, reading my past enrty's. and realizing its all bullshit. im back home now. in crappy ass belmont california. im dealing with my parents bullshit, and with so much bullshit i just cant deal ( Read more... )

im soooooooooo homesick

...homeward bound??

next tattoo??

"no one cares...and no one..listens"

these past 2 days made me realize just how true that quote is...

my new lyrics:

::no ones in this place::

sometimes i want to die,
lie, in my grave
alone, thats all ill ever know
to rest..to cry..im all alone

Marylin Manson-King Kill 33º ( Read more... )

i havnt been able to sleep much in a long time...ever since 7/4/2005 to be exact ( Read more... )

tonite was the Circa show with my baby girls from the island...it was amazing...markeda is my new moshing buddy....alycia and crazy 2 steping......i got home..looked in the mirror and i have a black eye...but its not bad...i got punched in the neck while moshing...it got some needed egression out...saw a hottie...but made me miss my most rescent ex ( Read more... )

so yeah..i admit...its sudden that im not single..but i couldnt be more happier....hehe ( Read more... )