You want to know what happiness is? It's waking up in the middle of the night for no reason, shifting under the blankets and feeling the heat of the person next to you. You turn around and see them in their most peaceful, innocent state.  You smile, kiss his face in the most gentle manner so as not to wake him. You turn back & a grin forms on your ( Read more... )

Well i haven't updated in awhile but things have been going pretty good. I had my surgery on friday and i'm still recovering but it went well.

The only bad thing that has happend is that i lost a friend...bj and i aren't really on speaking terms right now, which is sad cuz he was there for me in the hospital and everything.

Oh yah about my hospital ( Read more... )

you may not be her first, last or only; she's loved before & she may love again.  but if she loves you now, what else matters?  she's not perfect-you're not either.  if she can make you laugh and admits to being human and making mistakes, hold on to her and give her the most you can.  she's not going to be thinking about you every moment of the day ( Read more... )

Here i Am...as perfect as i'm ever gonna be....

Well first of all my surgery went fine, second of all i need another surgery. I have not one but two appendix's and they have to be taken out before it bursts so yah great right. I'm moving around the house a little bit better now, although i still use my pillow to sit down and stand up :-/

This week ( Read more... )

Soo yah i figured before i go into surgery tomorrow morning i should update. I'm kinda scared to go into this but i'm also really hopefull that i won't be sick anymore if they can fix everything.

But yah things have been really good lately. I've totally spent like all my time in Ladd with Mikey Brit and Tiffany. If i'm not at brittneys i'm at ( Read more... )

This is mine and bj's song..he picked it out and told me to listen to the lyrics closely* hes sucha sweetie :-) i'm so happy..i hope this lasts :-)

If Everyone Cared

Nickleback

From underneath the trees, we watch the sky
Confusing stars for satellites
I never dreamed that you'd be mine
But here we are, we're here tonight

Singing Amen, I, I'm alive
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Omg i'm so happy* yah know that crush i was talkin about in my last entry...wellll he asked me out last night. In the CUTEST way i've ever been asked out. Cuz i was at Mikeys last night with brittney and we were so innocent i swear..we played monopoly i felt like i was 12 again :-P haha nahh it was cute lol but yah then bj had to leave so i said ( Read more... )

Okay yes so i decided to update. I'm so horrible at updating but i promise i'll try and get better at it so yah. Chris and I...done...over with...whatever right. Anyways i'm having surgery the 22nd of this month so if i love you..your totally visiting me when i get back home* So i'm definately gonna havta say i think i have a crush :-P haha ( Read more... )

Because of you
I never stray too far from the sidewalk
Because of you
I learned to play on the safe side so I don't get hurt
Because of you
I find it hard to trust not only me, but everyone around me
Because of you
I am afraid

I lose my way
And it's not too long before you point it out
I cannot cry
Because I know that's weakness in your eyes
I'm forced to fake
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Last night was the best night ever, most of it anyways lol. It was sweetest day yesterday so i wanted to hang out with brittney and mike. Mike and I got into it and he left with this 14 year old slut but yah know thats how it goes. So Brittney and i went off on our own and went to my 'brother' chris's house and hung out with ppl there and we hung ( Read more... )