so it has been sometime since I have "updated". I had very nearly fogotten that I had this account, if it had not been brought up by him I dont believe I would be here, now, typing. I have a great many things to say... and as I sit here and recount them (mentally at the moment) my pesky memory is playing "hide and go seek". so Im lighting up ( Read more... )

well I was driving... when I got out to piss someone else took over... its like I have been kidnapped or something... I mean the scenery is nice and all but the destination more vague then before. My plans of higher education stunted yet again but my career maybe at its all time best... well in the future it should be... Management at McDonald's ( Read more... )

I found it... and now I have it... hehehe

but anyways... Im reading "the Gunslinger" by Stephen King got it yesterdat started reading it right before bed and no I am over 1/2 way through it... its a wonderful book. I think Im going to go on a journey through livejournal users leaving comments in my wake...

bitter and forgotten...

translusent...

ephemeral...

a phantasmagoria of the collective psyche of Self,
an unabridged dream-scape,
born of the carnal desires and self-negligence.

an apocryphal dissertation on the gluttony and wrath of man.

If there is one person you can't stop thinking about, post this same exact sentence in your journal.

ok... I am indulging my whimsical music tastes... not greatly varied... just dual-genred in fact... mostly just two bands (or groups... silly semantics) Outkast and Marylin Manson... with some others on the periphery (Eminem, D12, Deftones, Pennywise, and many punk covers) Im not a huge hip-hop fan but I do enjoy the the comforting beats ( Read more... )

I am currently indulging

well... I finally tryed to talk to contanct someone from OKCupid... Ill write that off as a total loss... I am no good at this... Im too nervous... how is it that I can be much more nonchalant in person... its not quite fair because there are so many more interesting people online... and this one specific person I was speaking to seemed fairly ( Read more... )

systemic breakdown ensues... only as a precursory invitation to the systematic shutdown of individuality due to the illusion of ego, invoked by self-deprecation ( Read more... )

tomorrow is my birthday ( Read more... )