ERIN ( Read more... )

a letter to a fried on what happened last nyte (who was at the BBQ too but had to leave before all this ( Read more... )

sum up? "i told him he was so buzy telling me to iron his clothes with his pension and clean bright future and job and money and ordering me to make rice krispy treates for his neighbor (fucking nerd) and when asking/telling me to buy an iron.. for me to IRON HIS CLOTHES (i dont even have theluxury of ironing my own...) but leaivn a questuoin in ( Read more... )

for the record:

must record my feelings
every 3 months
the same deep down depression
almost times
the reason in my opinion
for my NO SUCCESS
scared to get a good job
bcuz i know that i it will come again
so whats the point

...
negative huh? HA
just goes to show the way i feel every roughly 3 months with negaitiviy and .. ugh nevermind
ugh im done

ewww guess what ( Read more... )

back in california. been here about a week. i had fun. daniel just annoyed me. we are still cool if you'd like i have lots of beautiful pictures and tales (as i usually do) but since my laptop was a little unset bcuz of the moves from airport to router to router and... i havent slept at my parents house since BEFORE i left to florida (reason ill ( Read more... )

im in florida ( Read more... )

like see if i get m unemployment 3rd ext. if i dont omg! then moday go to try to fix my medical renewal so i dont get a ER bill, Nails, spray tanl, go to el cerrito and get my stuff from ex boufriend finally, pack, SHOP for a few more things at the mall, go thru al my stf i have to leave here an box it up so fam doesnt try to take it all.. lots of

im just.. nervous cuz the reality that im going on my first plane and 1 way too, is this tuesday morning ( Read more... )

lol ( Read more... )