i have accquiantancves. that i see everyday . but after i saw what a fat desperate friend did to me. i really only trust my CLOSE friends not her anymore and my family and boyfriends ( Read more... )

living life
full of dreams
you know will only be dreams forever
until you die
is stupid
whats the point
and if thats how i really feel
why dont i just do it right now
.... maybe its cuzza those crazy things i looked up on the internet...

gee she has a sense of humor. whoop dee doo.

i stare at my left arm alot and look at the veins in it and know im gonna slash them with a razor one day. its a weird way of living life. i dont want to talk about that though. anymore ever. its just weird. thats all. dont say anyting about that.

Convo to tanis ( Read more... )

i onLy slept 3 hours i tried to not take sleepong pills again ( Read more... )

Do they have a crown for saddest girl in the world for no reason?

cuz id like that. i like gold tones and diamonds btw

How could it be ( Read more... )

things seem to die much easier than the time it takes to grow them.

Life is pretty good. I am dating shane which is a nice stable little thing. He goes to work. we go out for dinner once a week. Its stable. And Nice. Sean, just doesnt want to go out with me but he likes me of course. and that is fine. its just hard cuz we are friends (and have mutual friends) so hanging out is always a little like, gawsh i wish i ( Read more... )

Sean is so CUTe! ahh. I stayed at sean maselli's last nyte we had fun. i think im supposed to be dating shane i think but... shane ive been thru so much shyt from him but seannnn. ya seannnn military. so cutttte. we knew eachother since teenagers. he was such a scrub i would NEVER. but now hes like, sexy! we are sooooo cute together ( Read more... )