I hate livejournal. I’ve given up reading other people’s entries. They only make me sad. I mean, well, one person’s that is. Am I the only one who has difficulty watching the person you love, be IN LOVE with someone else? Ahh, but I’m such a basket case. My life has gone rapidly downhill. i won’t go into that because it’s not something everyone ( Read more... )

**i know that i should probably hurt so bad ( Read more... )

Soo. Summary for my life right now ( Read more... )

I think I am having the most mixed emmotions. Do I really want to ever get back with you again? But, you raced right to someone else. I know, it was the “feeling” but…shouldn’t my “feeling” be different? You confuse me sometimes. I just want to give up, but thinking about our old times won’t let me. I sat in my house the other day and thought about ( Read more... )

~dropped me in the dirt. leave me. that "i love you" was never forever. a little drama, and you take off. you know what i'm going to say,never again.~

i'll update later.

so...life is getting better. i have decided- i'm a loner. that's just it.

i'm destined to be alone.

savannah- you're my only friend. :)
DUCK LADY!

2nd entry today- dont forget to read the other one!!! i heard this song, and cried my eyes out. i think there are some parts in here that i can relate to, like none other ( Read more... )

don't you hate it when you have just, one of those days. maybe for me it will be one of those YEARS. one of those times where, you hate yourself. where, you think everything is wrong, but you kind of laugh at it. although you KNOW something horrible IS WRONG. and then you realize, you have no way to fix what is wrong. only time. time is this huge ( Read more... )

Everything falls apart with one night. All the stuff I thought would go right went wrong. Everything fell apart. I hate this. I am falling apart myself. The only person that is keeping me alive and sane is that one person. The one I’m in this whole thing with. I hate what went wrong.

braden, i love you. you keep me alive.

i hate being lied to. i really do. i get so hurt. and i hate being hurt. i hope you know that. the hurt doesn't just vanish. it will stay. when you break my heart, it doesn't heel as fast as the last time you broke it. i may put on a front for you, but that's only because i want the hurt to go away, or seem like it. i don't want to drag you down ( Read more... )