i feel like i'm suffocating.

ugh, i just woke up for work. i really can't stand working so early. i'm so tired this morning and i want to climb back into my bed and bury myself under the covers. too bad it's never that easy.

i think i'm going to start using this more. i need some kind of outlet. i have so much going on in my mind and i need to let it out. but right now i just need to lay in bed and sleep it away. goodnight.

four more months.


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i'm starting to feel disconnected with a lot of things.

i miss everything as soon as it happens. every amazing moment i'll never get to relive. my life in tracy was perfect. i wish i knew that then. this spring break i'm going to make sure i hug everyone i care about and make sure i truly appreciate every second i'm smiling. sometimes i just worry about how fast everything is changing and how does it ( Read more... )

sometimes i feel like my life is a dream.
and i like it that way.

i dont really like it when things get too real.

isnt it weird how you go from stangers to friends
to more than friends and then practically back to stangers so fast?

things have been really overwhelming lately. i don't do well with change and everything just feels like its happening too fast. i can't believe it's been a month since we moved. it feels so so much longer. it's funny how you don't appreciate things until they're gone. how over the summer, i constantly said how horrible everything was and now that ( Read more... )

i'm not going to lie, i'm not happy that you're happy.
i want you to be hurting like i did.