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Life update
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my pink bunny with glow in the dark stars. i still sleep with her every night and my boyfriend understands that if were watching a movie and im not cuddling with him, im cuddling with her. PS im 21. -
ARE YOU FUCKING KIDDING ME
EVEN MY FUCKING BOYFRIEND THINKS IM FUCKING FAT. I CANT FUCKING STAND THIS ANYMORE. WHEN THE FUCK DID THIS HAPPEN? WHO AM I? WHERE DID MY SELF CONTROL GO? I USED TO GO ALL DAY WITHOUT EATING. IM GOING TO THE GYM EVERY FUCKING DAY, I DONT GIVE A FUCK WHAT IS GOING ON, WHO NEEDS ME OR HOW CRAPPY I FEEL. I AM GOING. SLIM FAST AND SALAD ALL DAY EVERY ( Read more... ) -
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still feel fat a lot of the time. trying to be better at eating and going to the gym. im just so tired and my back and neck ALWAYS hurt.
also, there have been a few instances where i look at a pretty girl in a cute outfit and i say, that would look better on me...shes too thin.
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fuq
im sick of being jealous of other girls.
im gonna go to italy some day.
(im watching eat pray love....its not so bad)
why is my heart beating so fast? i have to go to the gym. i have to pee. i have to get out of this bed.
im a little sick of myself right now. i have $4,000 in the bank, its nice. i want to move in with my boyfriend. i want a puppy. i ( Read more... ) -
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ive been dieting and exercising since january 23 and have i lost one fucking pound?
NO.
what the fuck
and i have no energy so i fall asleep on my boyfriend every night because all we do is fucking sit in his dark basement and watch tv.
and he gets mad at me and says im pushing him away.
im so done with everything
FUCK
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so ive started to exercise..nothing too crazy though. i walk all day every day at work pushing people in wheelchairs but that hasnt been enough. i may get a gym membership or something because i love the elliptical but dont own one.
i ran at the school track on saturday, went on the treadmill tuesday (half hour), wednesday (hour) and thursday (half ( Read more... )