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Home movies
The girls always want to watch home movies, but then they leave and I can't stop watching. They were so cute! -
Uh oh
My sponsor wants to have a talk with me about my never calling to check-in with her.
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Lazy
I recently admitted that I'm violently judgemental of laziness. According to my emotions there are absolutely zero excuses to not be as busy as me. I obviously don't actually believe this--I know everyone's different, that there is no way I will ever know all the deciding factors going into someone's actions (even most of my own and Jeff's) and ( Read more... ) -
teaching
So, I've been thinking about trying to get my own classroom. This is the first time I have had any kind of desire to be an actual teacher since college. With everything that happened in 2005 I am seriously surprised I survived. I came out of it with severe anxiety, mild depression and mild OCD--although it took me about a decade to pull-it together ( Read more... ) -
Shackles
I wrote this during my time with God today. I realized in my prayers afterword that my newest tattoos (forget and remember) are on my wrists where shackles would be if I was bound. I don't usually share my prayer journal, but I wanted to put this here so my bff (with matching wrist tattoos) could read it and anyone else that fights the daily fight ( Read more... ) -
Oi
That's twice now that I've written for an hour or more and then my phone dies and lost it all.
Is there anything more frustrating?!?
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Worship
It's not that I'm opposed to lyrics of songs being simple. It's not that I require complicated musical arrangements or melodies that take a trained vocalist to accomplish. I think where I am feeling hollowness is when I am bidden to sing a song repeating "I'm hungry for more of you" continually for, well, a while, without feeling the hunger around ( Read more... ) -
Raise your hand if you're tired of everything!
No really, everything. I JUST realized that my discontent permeates and saturates every single second of my day. In every situation (save very very rare moments of clarity) I am thinking of what is wrong, what I'd rather be doing, how much this all sucks and so on ( Read more... ) -
Really? Only 10?
I just thought I remembered having gotten a livejournal in High School. AND I JUST WENT TO MY 10 YEAR REUNION. It was fun. Weird, but fun. Note to self: Don't bring Jeff to anything ever again. I think I used to not notice what a terrible time he had when I dragged him places, but now it ruins my night. I'm hoping that means I'm shedding some of my ( Read more... )
