i honestly feel alot of the time i'm living in hell. I get treated like a kid all the time and i'm nineteen i would love to live my life on my own, but my mom keeps treating me like i'm 12 , i'm 19 years old i should be able to run my own life i wish she would understand that. I'm single again. But then again i kinda felt single through the ( Read more... )

i mostly write in my xanga - lookoutforangel ( Read more... )

okay i know i'm not the only person in this big old wide world who thinks this but

do you ever think that you could be talking to you one of your friends and here comes that person friend and then that person totally forgot you are around and doesn't even talked to you when that person friend is around.

i have come to many realization about stuff, and most is not good, and i have to find a way to change them. Or my life is going to suck so much.

I love you so much Jesus. Thank you for everything in my life. My family, my friends, my job, my education. I know without you i'm nothing. I would be another lost soul looking for a higher meaning in my life. And i know you are the higher meaning in my life. I know i haven't been the best christian i can be and like i said in my last two prayer ( Read more... )

okay so i been thinking on ways to lose weight. and i think i might of come with a plan. Let's see first no caffine or no soda at all... okay i'm going to try a thing like i won't eat one day then next day i will get a meal so on like that.

will i start school the twenty second of this month will i really screwed myself over with my classes ( Read more... )

it's true you can't create the perfect for you or get the perfect guy because there is no such thing ( Read more... )

okay so i think this guy so do alot of other people at work likes me. because he doing stuff for me he doesn't do for other people. like when i don't need help with sandwiches he helps me. even when i have one sandwich. but here is the thing he saids he doesn't want a girlfriend because they are too expensive. or he has to pay money. what a lame

i decided even thought i don't get much visitors on my xanga site that i will also write here. stuff that i usually don't write on my xanga ( Read more... )