so tomorrow we have to go back to school...ugh ( Read more... )

"gee my life's a funny thing, am I still too young?" --young americans, a song i love soooo much, especially right now ( Read more... )

so tomorrow i'm leaving for san diego for a couple of days to hang out and partayyyy it up :) plus janine and i are going to check out ucsd while we're down there. anyways, should be fun ( Read more... )

well, i didn't get into berkeley (even though i knew i wasn't going to get in. and none of this "you never know" stuff--i knew instictively when i didn't get into ucla that i wasn't getting into berkeley). but seriously, everyone i know has been so sweet to me--it would have been really nice to get in, but not getting in has been nice in showing ( Read more... )

in the past couple of weeks, everyone has been stressed out for whatever reason, be it college, the idea of leaving high school, prom, or the never-ending work that is ap lit (who knew that senior year meant having so much work?). i suppose that everyone has dealt with it in their own way: holing themselves up in their room, posting every two ( Read more... )

although i'm sure my life has been more bittersweet at other times throughout my life, i've never felt it as much as i do now.
74 more days til graduation...

tomorrow:
going to school
getting passport pictures: woohoo for europe
going to a doctor's appointment to discuss my MRI results (cross your fingers everybody that i don't have some weird bulging disk thing)
contemplating ditching on tuesday to go to the beach--because that is sooooo much more appealing than school, don't you think?
<3

the whole ucla deal didn't work out...which is sad, mostly because i have no idea how to tell my parents (my dad almost wanted this more than me. not to say that i didn't--i really really did--but this is what he says to me two weeks ago: "if you get into ucla, we're going to go out and celebrate and have a great big fancy dinner." and i say, " ( Read more... )

today has been exhausting, but fulfilling. always a nice combination ( Read more... )

this weekend was (sadly) uneventful, aside from the fact that i spent a lovely day with jenna and we both got prom dresses (woohoo to the max for us ( Read more... )