i looking at defeat in the face, and defeat is staring back hard.

Happy thanksgiving.

i heard today that they have genetically engineered watermelons to be rectangular. for convenient stacking, etc. because whoever they are, they don't like things rolling around in the trunk of their cars ( Read more... )

i go to yoga most days and drink coffee every morning, and through out the day. with the exception of this morning. i am flirting with routine. i think it suits me. though there is always an exception. i thrive on them ( Read more... )

my heart breaks and im addicted to fixing it. how stupid can i be.

adrienne i need you please.

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im home, i hope i will see you all.

says dear kevin - you are not being cruel unless you are hurting them on purpose. trite words from an unusual person, and so how wrong can he be? and again, im sorry.

homeless in austin.

peter- have lost your number again in what i call a phone, please call me again so dear julie can live well.

Sweet and sleepy to be home, feel out of place and in good company, like a tugging feeling between then now and later.
Freddies is a thrilling stress inducer, and I spend more money going out after work than I make at work. hopefully this will end up worth it. same with the rest.

They aren't mistakes until they spit hate at you from your own head or someone else's. Until then and even after they are my life and I'm not apologizing anymore ( Read more... )

In typical fashion I abruptly left my job. And found a new one, a beautiful one with great food and wonderful people and a relaxed enviroment with live music. It's called Freddies Place on South 1st. Stop by ( Read more... )

please disregard ( Read more... )