It looks like I haven't posted here in about 4 years. I suppose I should catch up ( Read more... )

oh dear me seems ill never be happy. i found placement but lacking the right people. nothing feels right. i dont feel alone, just horribly let down. i hope i get my promotion. i want my own place i want a real life i want to feel like an adult again. i want friends and a great night life. i dont want drugs and booze. ha i think im just out of luck ( Read more... )

I need to connect the dots in the sky

oh my life its the joke that went too far.

sometimes i fear that if i breath too deeply that i may inhale something i dont want

the last few days have been horrible. yesterday i coughed my head off and my bunny,  Lars died. im sooo sad. i couldnt sleep very well. all matt does is hate me. i feel very alone right now. so today i woke up late. i was late for work and matts being really mean. i havnt taken a shower, and i am s gross to day ahaha. sleep please. i really just ( Read more... )

I dont really know what to do, i am now so bored of matt, and its becoming to easy for me to fancy new people. Mats perfect for me but i just dont seen to care

I havnt talked to many people since i moved back like in march. So much for loyality

So its friday the 13th i had the worst bloody nose this morning. It ruined my favorite bat shirt. Have you ever had the feeling like everyones avoiding you?

So i finally started my sleeve. Its so awesome. But it hurts likew Bitch. Meh. I cant wait to start the color. Matts very excited.