too much to do in one day as it is and what happens? I have to be oh so kindly reminded I'm female. Agony.

Hate of half the worlds population brings me to lie down on the couch cluching my guts begging for another close-up of Orlando Bloom running across my tv set.

oh, did I mention my cats want to hump my coat?

make it hurt a little deeper a little longer...

I try everyday to make the best of things... I try to remember the good and everyday it gets a little harder the more you write, to not feel like you do this with intention everytime...

I loved today.. relax is the name of the game... I missed her... I missed her goofy little giggle and those glasses ... rinestones and all... I wish it were a little lighter and I was a little more in the mood to make her smile glimmer.. we ate I saw her age before my eyes telling me her profound experience at the age of 15... So proud I was of the ( Read more... )

lol.. I can't believe I danced... I felt like such an idiot.... but it made me smile thanks es... I have a meeting so early tommorow and I can't believe I 'm still awake! I guess I'll be sleeping through my breakfast... lol... I'm all about naps tommorow... Mark, I miss you I'm so sorry for everytihng... I'll call you and tell you about it later...

I think I've learned a lot about being a friend and a lot about having them in the past month... I thought I had a best friend.... but this isn't about what I thought I had this is about what I will have someday. I will have someone I can trust to be my best friend ( Read more... )

The best potter movie yet! I loved it.. book was better thoguh.. I didn't like the fact they cut so much out... but none the less great review! thank you for suffering through it with me you guys! lol... I think I created at least one more potter fan today.. maybe 2 .. we'll see...

I am here by caught up in BIZ COM!!! lol.. didn't think that would happen. I'm all about Harry potter tonight! Geeks unite! lol... i gotta get back to work.

One month today ( Read more... )

You couldn't even tell me when it wouldn't matter anymore. I can't understand what I did to you to make you do this to me. I cry and Cry with no end ... you don't care why do I? Why do i still love you ? why can I wish and wish you'd get out of my life and then want nothing more than to have you in it? I hate you for ever loving me. I'll hate you ( Read more... )

I hope this is real :) ... I hope...