Is it so awful to want to find happiness? I've been out of the game so long, I don't think I'm eligible anymore. All I wanted was for it to start small and stay small if that's all I was entitled to. I wanted nothing more than what you were ready to give... It shames me that I gave in to everything you said... The way I let myself feel is ( Read more... )

Have you ever had a feeling that you've lost everything? Has there ever been the illusion that you had all you needed to be happy... A friend, someone to love you and someone for you to love? I've had the illusion and now I believe it's dissipated. I thought I was happy with everything I had but then I realized that I was a selfish person for ( Read more... )

We're going to disregard any meaning this may hold and just be cool and say I wrote it because I was bored and had nothing else to do... Believe it, it's true. I know it sucks a lot so don't go dying on me... I think this might be worse than the last one... Actually I'm pretty sure it is... Nifty. Yay! But hey, at least I don't rhyme it anymore ( Read more... )

It's really great to just notice that you have friends that really just can openly say shit to you that is obviously hurtful but they are assholes and really just don't give a shit. It's great to know that there are people that you help out and you're there for and they just show their appreciation by being a complete bitch. It's great and ( Read more... )

Nothing is ever good enough for you. I've tried time and time again to honor your wishes. I've tried to stay away, but for some reason you can't keep up your end of the bargain. You find some new way to slither around and make me hurt. I'm over everything. I've finished my lesson with subject title: Us and our life. I want to move on and ( Read more... )

Why do you make me feel so used? When we're together I'm overcome with this feeling of intense excitement... But when we're apart and only speak... I feel as if I'm just a time filler, a passer of the minutes that you neglect with me. The words "I Love You" escape your mouth while you hold me closer with every passing moment. When we go days or ( Read more... )

There isn't much to say. The words don't seem to flow today. I'm lost and cold. I tell myself I'll be fine and I'll avoid the sadness but then it hits me. Nine years, nine years. I knew you that long... But only that long. You've been gone almost longer. I don't know how to feel so I just turn and say I'm fine. I feel the lump in my throat ( Read more... )

Yeah I'm bored and I have neglected the journal because I have not so fun better stuff to do... That made no sense. Okay so yeah ( Read more... )

Mer mer. I have nothing to say (as usual) but I'm gonna type random things in the form of sentences that just so happen to partially make sense as a form of entertainment value... I'm sort of bored right now... I think I want to read a book but I really don't like to read. I dunno what I'm gonna do when I go back to school ( Read more... )

Okay so yeah... Warped was nothing short of amazing... I'm completely going to make it an annual must have to make my summer complete... So... About that ( Read more... )