Yeah so since it's been forever since I've added something of like... cool nature or something... I've decided that I'm due for some like... Coolness ( Read more... )

So many ways to win ( Read more... )

Ready to smile and appear happy, she enters the room. Another day submerged in a lie. Screaming to let go, begging to be seen. So much they could never understand, too much of a sacrifice to learn. She lets her feelings spill down her face and watches the end draw near. Too much taken in, never a thought against any of it. One mistake after ( Read more... )

Yeah. This is going to be another entry full of like life-ey goodness. I don't have much to say about it... I mean I never do. I don't know what's going on anymore. I've found myself being "the norm" more and more frequently these days. I don't know... I was happy enough the other day and then something dawned on me. I need to get out of here ( Read more... )

Yeah... I had a bunch of not so cool coolness typed and ready for thing but since I decided it was like stupid, I didn't put it on here. Yeah. Makes sense doesn't it ( Read more... )

I've never asked of much... I've always given in excess. I don't care for it anymore... Anything I say is the opposite of what fuels me and I'm just torn through the center. I can't bother to care anymore... I can't care to see. No matter how betrayed I feel, it's always me who's wrong for feeling this way. I never aimed to make my problems ( Read more... )

I can't count how many times I've heard the words "I'm here for you"

I'm not sure if when I hear it, I'm just hearing myself say it through someone else. Sure, I say it a lot and it never fails to be taken advantage of. I need it... I need what I only gave, and no time is ever the time. I've given everything I had to offer... And it never fails ( Read more... )

This is a letter to you... Read and re-read the lines of words as if it's all you have left. My urge to say it is running low while my patience is drowning out. I've tried over and over again and I can't seem to make it work. Exhausting every option that flows through my mind. I say the words I feel... But I only mean them until I see your ( Read more... )

Mocked smiles staring back at me with cruel intentions. I've been left with what I never wanted... I've gained courage but lost it just as fast. I try to tell you... I try to let it go, but steal it back as soon as it shows its face. I don't know where to go anymore. I never asked to feel this way. I never thought it would come to be... But I ( Read more... )

Of everything... Of all of the people you could have chosen to just come in and fuck with... Why did you have to pick me? Do you acknowledge or do you even care? You say you're sorry but you're laughing on the inside. Laughing at how pathetic it makes me feel and how much I wish it never happened. How much I wish I never responded. How much I ( Read more... )