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if only if only. it choked me up. you shouldnt have said it? no no its fine dear, just look down and drink that wine, ignore that tear. you could hear it couldnt you? the words shaking. the everlasting stair at the rim of my cup. yes it was in mind, but just like the rest of everything it was shot. down in its prime, out of the sky. it made a new ( Read more... )

why does this shit always happen. its like they love to get in your head and take an axe to your brain then leave laying helplessly insane. your dreams splatterd across the pavement gleaming an outstanding shade of red. streaming out of your eyes like some memory you wished to hide, screaming out IM FUCKING DYING!! cant you see. that you mean every ( Read more... )

oh god fucking damn! once again the pleasures gone, not a fucking incling of anything good seems to reach further than my eyes, a world full of light and happyness that i can only look at as if were a painting on my ceiling. well im not at the god damn chaple i wanna reach out and touch it but its just to fucking far. well one day ill learn. one ( Read more... )

i hate it here.... alabama makes me wanna die... but alkaline trio was fucking great, and the two people that me and jesse met at the hotel were really cool...i hate good-byes...i hate thinking. i want my sun-glasses damnit.

i hate doing this but im supershious (shut up i cant spell ( Read more... )

we set sail tomarrow at eight o'clock pm!! we got a portable dvd player (high fucking tech) and on the way we plan to watch fight club, slc punk, saved, and some invader zim. it should be a kick ass good time. i mean a week on the beach with my lover (jesse)and an alkaline trio show, goddamn right!! holy shit !! the fresh prince just got shot..wait ( Read more... )

fight paris- complete heat ( Read more... )

i just found the best god damn band out there. there name is "fight paris". and i got the new "as i lay dying" cd, its really good too. oh and i rode on top of tjs van. we were goin' like 50 miles an hour. it felt like a was flying with a huge peice of metal underneath me. luckily there were no bugs around to die on my face, cause that would've ( Read more... )

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