my head is full of cob webs. it's always late nights & early mornings & sleeping through full days & waking up at night. really in the grand scheme of things, i'm just not that comfortable yet, in the way i carry myself. *sigh* i smoke too much pot, my motor skills are warped & i can't think anymore about anything. basically i guess, i just wish i ( Read more... )

i spend every night stoned in the back seat of his car surrounded by people i know even less about then him. there's words forming their shape & i'm about to open my mouth when there's this overwhelming sense of shyness i haven't felt for a very long time. i feel out of place & not nearly as interesting as i'd hoped myself to be ( Read more... )

sometimes i wonder if i need this anymore & it seems fairly right to assume that i don't seeing as i haven't written in it in a long time. i haven't actually written anything at all. i'm not sure if i've managed to break out of my niche where the solitary & socially awkward go & i've allowed myself to grasp on to the others that i spent all of high ( Read more... )

Yes, it was a lovely time. Rob thinks you're a little sweetie-pie; after you left he even went so far as to say that he felt bad for saying stuff like "fag" and such. Normally, he doesn't give a shit about his political incorrectness around people. So you obviously left a lasting impression on him. And since I'm not sure what you mean by feeling ( Read more... )

i have a lot to do & i'm too uninspired to write it all down. i've been going to bed really late after reading a lot of books & i wake up at 10 now. after i lost my job, i sort of gave up on caring about a lot, yet i care so much i can't sit still on the couch. it's all that anxiety ( Read more... )

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