im so alone everyday

and i want to cry out for help

i need someone

i need something

i havent written in this for so long ( Read more... )

im in love

i have decided im persuing a career in music

i cannot go through life doing things that dont make me happy.

i am dedicating my life to this.

and i will succeed.

and for all of you who told me i cant.

suck my fuckin dick.

i am at school in the library and i am so bored
and tired.

i am happy

its so weird how things always go back to the way they were.

everything seemed to go away for a while.

but things are back to the way they used to be and i like that.

your all gonna die

i think im gonna cut my hair short

i work to much
i go to school to much
i feel like shit to much
i never sleep

fuck you

so i finally got registered for all my classes today

i go tuesday and thursday to BCC for

Physchology 8:00am - 9:15am

communications 1 10:50am - 12:05pm

Humanity 12:15pm - 1:30pm

Speech 1:40pm - 2:55pm

im kinda excitted to go.
but at the same time im not.

hopefully i know some people in my classes.

went to i bar tonight and met up with molly.
tonight was the first night i met her in person.
shes 20 years old, she is sooo pretty and sooo nice.
i had so much fun.

it makes me soo happy to be able to find a girl like that.
i havent met a girl in a long time that made me that happy.

i cannot wait to see her again.

im so damn happy

things are startin to look up for me

i got my car fixed.
my school payed for.
payed my bills.
makin money.
my band is writing new music.

i met a really awesome girl.
shes so damn pretty.
and shes so damn nice.
and she makes me smile.

im happy for the first time in so long.

THE KING IS BACK BITCH!