I wish I could say there is something beyond the kinetic energy of our daily lives but I don't think there is, or maybe I am coming to terms with the fact that I don't think there is (though there very well may be something beyond ( Read more... )

I still read everything you write.

When I first heard it in 2015 I immediately thought of you. At the time, I didn’t share it.

https://youtu.be/K8DcpKtQZzE

Were I a real person I could hold you in my arms. Comfort you with the half truth/mantra I say to myself: Everything will be okay ( Read more... )

I hate to admit it but I am inconsistent about how I treat Valentine's Day. I can't wrap my head around it because it could mean so many different things. I try and do things in earnest when all else fails, meaning, if I don't feel it I may not do it.  How does someone become dependable, I've wondered? Is it in doing things the same way always? In ( Read more... )

It's almost 4am and I'm going to have to wake up soon again.  Not sure how I came across this song...  uh, enjoy.

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/smile. Just for fun?

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Today was a really big day for me.  I'm so proud of my kids.  The lack of sleep this week really helped (no sarcasm intended).  At one period the sleepy lightheadedness mixed in with the euphoria and adrenaline and I stayed up there for a pretty long time.  We have a minimum day tomorrow...  I hear my kids talking about a small party with baked ( Read more... )

I don't want the previous entry to sound like, curt.  I am not trying to be curt.  I'm really confused.