dear laura ( Read more... )

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WHY DO I KEEP DOING THIS

im sick once again! (!@*!*@)!*)@!()@!

hmm today as i was reading :0 yes im a nerd' on Friedrich Nietzsche...one of my favorite dullusional philosphers' brillant of course...he makes a point of that their is no good and evil...whats is good and bad.. who made it up? i mean why must we abide by these two words...i still understand we need rules to go by or the world would be more in ( Read more... )

im completely torn i just dont know why things are like this... you feel so alone one week and than you cant even pick who you want the next week... somtimes you just settle for less since your lonely but is it worth it?cause id like to know.teenage years are soo fucked up and dramafull..one week u want to be invisble the next your starving for ( Read more... )

warped tour was so wonderful and grand!!!&*(@!&*@&*(!&@(*&!*@*(!@ i had so much fun ( Read more... )

ive come to realize that everyone is just about the same...we all judge and we are all hypocrties. i hate it and i know we all are saying (well im not) as we read this...but whatever denial is your own problem. people are the same... for ex. i know this girl.. shes awsome down to earth cool girl. she is her own person and i actually like her... ( Read more... )

people are so fucking messed up
i mean somtimes i think im the only one who is insane..
and than i take a look around.
shit is messed up around here
fuck this
-later

i have not written in about a bijillian (hehe jillian) YEARS! but now im deciding i want to... summer is awsome ive been hanging with the coolest kids in town... and met a lot of cool kids... i got a chance a couple days ago to hang out with tarababes who is the BOM DIG from happuageeeee...beach is awsome ( Read more... )