ok I am such a hore lol. For reasons only beknown to be and my boyfriend. lol but I don't care lol its fun. I still hae a lot of shit todo and I don't get any days off at all. Oh well I need money. well I am tired and need sleep. sleep good.
~Heather

I think tonight that we are going to go see "Cursed" Looks kinda good, really have not seen that much about it. All I know is that it is scary. Well I better get going, I have to get some pictures ready.
~Heather

OK stupid thing. I aready wrote this but then it deleted it. Anyways I was talking about how much today sucked. I have to go to work and I still have to send really late christmas presents and birthday presents too. This sucks I hate having no money to spend on myself. lol Hum Dude is freaking out over the stupid deer that fell off the wall the ( Read more... )

Well Last night we were supposed to go out but yeah that did'nt happen. We just drove around Soldotna finding new roads that we have never been on before. How fun wasting gas. Then we went to Sals at like four in the morning and got some breakfast, which was ok I guess but not amazing. OH and I tried their cheesyfries which kind of sucked. B always ( Read more... )

Well I have decided that I will end up moving away somewhere I really don't want to. I think it might be Oklahoma since OU has really good courses on vet stuff. My dad is going to be leaving soon so I will be really lonely since Ambera is leaving. Mikes gay and I wish he would just grow up. All the money I make pretty mush goes to paying for food ( Read more... )

Ok I have been thinking this over and really thinking about it. I think that I am ready to go to the next step with B. I really like him and it's not like he is pushing me to do anything but I think I want to because I really like him and well he is really cute lol. Best sides the fact that I would probably be really fun I just want to. I was ( Read more... )

Well I patched things up with B. Thank God. The truth will set you free. My friend is going to leave me soon and all I will have is work, Because I don't have enough money or time to really do anything else and I think that I am going to apply for a job at a gas station as well. So then I really wont have time to do anything which sucks. Why does ( Read more... )

You know sometimes I wonder if it would be easier if I was gone, like not ever born. But then I think "Wait how fucking selfish is that" you know taking your life or wishing you were dead. I guess you just got to face the fact that what ever is going on in your life, good or bad, it's your fault not anybody else's. Life is not easy and life is ( Read more... )

Man, I never EVER thought I would be the person to cheat on someone ( I think thats what I did anyways) I think I really messed things up and I did not think that it would go down like that. I fucked up BIG time and I don't know if there is anything I can do about it except say I regret it and that I am REALLY REALLY TRUELY SORRY.I would do ( Read more... )

Yeah today is my birthday. I am so happy. My friends and I are planning on partying. yeah OH and I got some great news the other day... all that crap that I filled out but did not do it in time. well I got some aid man yes and I can use it for the summer too. yes I am so happy if only I could find some place to stay while I go to school since my ( Read more... )