ok I was feeling pretty shitty the last couple of months because of different reasons: guys, friends, school, and well life in general. But now I want to be happy I am going to be 19 soon and I need to grow up and start doing some shit to get what I really want. Like where I am going to go to school at, I kinda really need to figure that out like ( Read more... )

OK I have like three options.. A: I can go to school in South Dakota and be bored out of my mind. B: I can go to school in Oklahoma and maybe go to schooland not be bored but lonely. C: I can go to school here and work my ass off and have some friends but not that many. Hum which one to pick. Well I think they all suck ass but right now I am ( Read more... )

Why OH why. hum well I am not allow to see b since he cant drive and my dad does not want me to drive over there and yeah it sucks. I just want to spend time with him "alone" with out Deb or anybody. Not that it sucks but I like having him to myslef I know selfish but I don't care one little bit well maybe a little. lol oh sad hum subway sucks ass ( Read more... )

Hum well I had the last two days off of work which is cool I guess but i need money so maybe not. lol Deb, her mom and my dad are sick like dogs and I swear they are all trying to hack up one of their lungs. Yesterday I convienced Deb to go to the doctor before it got really bad and started coughing up blood or something. which would not be good ( Read more... )

Well I finally got a job. I am working at Subway. Its ok I guess. It is pretty easy so no complaints there. That and I get to work with my friend. lol Hum what else has been going on. Oh I got in trouble last week for going and seeing b and using the red truck to drive over there while my dad was gone in anchorage. He was mainly mad because the ( Read more... )

Well I will not be able to attend college this semester, which sucks ass. I did not turn in the student aid papers early enough to aid. It takes so fucking long for them to go through that shit. Damn. Ok I turned in my fafsa papers, which ask you for your tax info to make sure you are not really rich and just don't want to pay for it your self, it ( Read more... )

You know what I hate. College. lol Man I wish I did not have to do all this crap and I wish my dad was not losing his mind lol. Man when school was out it seemed like I was always bored but when school started back up it got really busy again. Oh stupid is that, you should be busy having fun not doing work. Well I best be going. Oh to tell you peps ( Read more... )

OK I was just cruising around the internet and I found a little article entitled "Ten Things Your Teen Wont Tell You.... but She Did Tell Me". It's about things girls wont tell their parents, well boys would not either so it kind of applies to them also, even though she only writes about girls. Any way it went on to tell you about what teens would ( Read more... )

Well it is 2005 already. Yea!!! lol I liked 2004 but the end sucked so hopefully this year will be better. My resolution is to find someone else to hang out with well rather go out with since the guy I did have well we never hung out so anything is better then that right now. I bet a lot of my friends got messed up and I hope they had fun I just ( Read more... )

Well today Deb and I went to town to get some stuff for new years. We will have to go again to get some more stuff tomorrow since she did not have enough money to get all that we needed. I had plans with another friend of mine for Friday but then I made plans with Deb so yeah dont really know what todo but I am going to help Deb anyway because its ( Read more... )