kinda sitting here half depressed. And with Sparkle telling me that she is going to her mothers house for 2 weeks when we were soooo close on her coming down here for good doesnt make it any better. 2 WEEKS!! Some of my plans have gotten shot. GOtto redo them for when she is back. Maybe we can arrange it so that she comes straight from there ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. First post of the night. Prolly going to post again. I have to find some kind of sleep schedule. So more than like im going to bed early in the morning so that when i get off of work tomorrow i can go to sleep right after and be up at night to talk with my baby. That guy for the house hasnt called me today like he said he was ( Read more... )

Well hello kiddies, it is i again. Look at the apartment today and its very nice for us. THe guy will let me know tomorrow. I see no problems with the reference check that he needs to do in order for us to get it. So basically by this weekend i will be moving. Then when everything is set in stone (u never know shit happens) i will call Sparkle ( Read more... )

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ok just came back from smoking a cig. Kinda have what im going to type in my head. Still kinda sorting it out. its funny all night at work i think of things to type in the journal and when i get home i get a brain fart and cant remember any of it. Sad i know.Wish Sparkl was here so that we can do some of the wedding stuff together. Makes it ( Read more... )

Hello all, it is I, Brian. Comin from home. Not going to be here that much longer. Plans are to move to a 1 bedroom apartment. Was going to be a 2 bedroom but money wont permit. Latel my mind has been a little fried. Felt it alot tonight. I was in slow motion at work. Finished everything that wanted so they let me go home early. Like at ( Read more... )

Hello everyone how are u all doing? Good well goody. Im half tired, work kinda ran me hard tonight. Alot of running around and lifting and what not and my body is like "what the fuck" so im exhausted. Ok plans have now settled on this: Im getting a place down here (when money permits...that 1k check from pjcc is gone alread...400 phone (i know ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. Internet decided to work for a change so im using every precious second of it before it crashes on me to type in my journal and look at some wedding stuff online. Im really worrired about Sparkle. Last night she sounded kinda down. It might be what i told her my mother said about her having a feeling that she is pregnant. ( Read more... )

It is i folks ur friendly person...Brian!! *que cheasy superhero music* lol ok enough with that. Im back yet again for another installment of the journal. I dunno how long its going to be im going to write til i cant think of anything. To start this off lets talk marriage...not ours, Robbies. I know everyone has a different standard on when to ( Read more... )

Hello again everybody. I was thinking of whatto type in here all night but do you think i can remember any of it....NOOOOOOO. So im sitting here stuck again on what to type yet again. Hmmm. I gotto be more conversationalist on the phone. I know she is tired of me being silent on the phone. I cant help it, we talked about everything and i dunno ( Read more... )