Ok like i said im updating my journal for all u who read these. Couldnt type last night i was actually tired and i didnt know what to type. Still dont but here goes anyway. I cant wait to get out of here and with Sparkle. Its hella boring here (ew i used hella, what is wrong with me). Horny as hell and have no way of releasing it. My " ( Read more... )

Hello everybody it is I, the Rambling Brian. *ta-da* OK no more intros. Just got off of work about 30 minutes ago. Took a shower and now im feeling damn good. I gotto stay up til about 4am so i get a chance to talk to my baby when she gets off of work. Ive been thinking alot about her as of late. Marriage mostly. I know some of u reading ( Read more... )

Ok time to ramble once again kiddies. Since usually i tend to ramble a bit in my journals. Only reason that i have not been able to is because im so exhausted when i get off of work that my mind is blank and cant type anything. And the fact that my fingers are numb from all the extreme cold or hot i do during the night. I tend to like my job a ( Read more... )

Mother made an interesting point tonight. How are the transportation to and from work going to work until i get my license and car? I dont want to put Sparkle in too much stress over transportation. Just a thought i guess. Guess we will work this out. Sitting here just chillin. Gonna call my baby in an hour or so. Just to see whats up and ( Read more... )

Just got home with a big ass headache. They had me working in the freezer and its FUCKING cold in there. To the point i had to leave it a couple times cause my fingers were hurting and i couldnt feel them. Tried to send Sparkle some messages but she never returned any. Im starting to worry about where she is and if she is ok. thought she would ( Read more... )

Just got home from work. My hands, shoulders, back, feet hurt. Gonna stay up til around 4am then go to bed. Work was kinda interesting. The time went fastwhich was really great. I sent Sparkle a message as much as i could with my breaks. After she sent that Milkshake song i had that in my head for the rest of the night. Fedex came again and ( Read more... )

Sitting here about an hour and 45 minutes before i have to head to work wondering whats up with Saprkle. Maybe everything just caught up with her last night. Dunno but i wish i did. Hardtrying to comfort someone over the phone. Sparkle, hang in there. Soon ill be up there for good. K need to wait for that fedex guy. Love you baby girl, ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. Sitting here bored and what not. Some reason ive been snippy tonight for some reason. Wasnt with Sparkle ( that i know of, hopefully i wasnt).I dunno what im feeling. Dunno if its bad or good or what. Just "blah" Could be depression...but i dont really have anything to be depressed about so im like "what the fuck". Maybe im ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. Got done at 2:30 since the machine that was running was finished running th ice (ice in january...i dunno either) All day today the song by 112 "lets get married" was in my head. It put me in a very good mood and i was half dancing to it while i was working. Think some of the co-workers think im nuts or something. K gonna get ( Read more... )

Ok this thought popped into my head while i was in bed and it was so great (i thought so anyway) that i actually got out of bed and came on the computer to put it down. Its about 11:43pm and i have to get up for work at 5-5:30am so i need the rest (knowing me i will probably wont be able to get to slep and ill end up watching a movie and then when ( Read more... )