I often wake up in the morning and think "how the hell did I get here?"

I really enjoy my livejournal for those times when my emotions and thoughts run rampant and amuck. I always feel much better after a good, whiny post. Thank you livejournal, and thank you sheetz for your smokehouse fries.

So I had a few questions for myself:

When the hell did you become so out of touch with women?

It only took you a year and a half to find someone you were interested in. How long will it be until the next time?

When the fuck are you going to find someone that is interested in you?

And I almost forgot, what exactly are you doing with your life?

There was a little girl at work whose parents let her roam around the restaurant for literally hours. She's three years old, has a nasty sounding cough (probably in part due to her parents smoking in front of her), and is the cutest little thing I've seen in a while. I spent an hour with her because I felt bad. I'll never understand how people ( Read more... )

I went to bed early, and dreamt very vivid, strange dreams. Then I thought I was awake, but it turns out I was really dreaming. But when I thought I was awake, I just laid in bed and I had some cognitive statements like "what is wrong with me?" and "when will I figure out what I need" and "when am I going to change ( Read more... )

Hello everyone. I have nothing new to say, and nothing I really want to put in here. But i felt like writing in it, and so I am ( Read more... )

I haven't had too many personal moments to myself in which I get some shit out there, so I figured I'd break my giant hiatus from livejournal ( Read more... )

It turns out that I have a sunus infection, some strep throat and a fever. No wonder I felt so shitty ( Read more... )

I've figured out what has made me feel sick and lose weight and not sleep. It's certain images that keep popping up in my head. They're not bad images. I'm a bad person for trying to forget them, even though I only want to temporarily ( Read more... )

I'm tired. Haven't slept good lately. Otherwise I'm fine ( Read more... )