today was weird. all about today and last night was wierd. it's not a nightmare, just kind of eery.i'm extremely on edge. last night i would wake up holding objects ready to throw them with unearthly force at the monster in my room. i had a dream that i was dating the nick in my art class. he's another registered nerd like my nick, but this one isn ( Read more... )

today was weird. all about today and last night was wierd. it's not a nightmare, just kind of eery.i'm extremely on edge. last night i would wake up holding objects ready to throw them with unearthly force at the monster in my room. i had a dream that i was dating the nick in my art class. he's another registered nerd like my nick, but this one isn ( Read more... )

what fucks!i'm used to having the art room to myself, rockin my own tunes, and getting mrs. biddle as my personal advisor and best friend. now, fifteen people in MY room. stealing MY time with MY teacher.MY best friend. and no music. hate and rage. hate and rage. hate and rage. hate and rage. hate and rage. hate and rage. so much fist shaking at ( Read more... )

gabriel and sarah visited me today. we had pizza and played pool. it was strange. i don't like the way she wears her pants.i don't hate her though. and i don't like the kind of pinneaple they put on my pizza. gabriel and i are perturbed and annoyed with frankie, it's possible that he's the biggest camouflaged asshole, or more likely, just ( Read more... )

right now what matters is that squash ice cream is the ticket to the land of justice. and communism rocks my butt. i want to have a electropop colony in the south seas, an island governed by captian skrog, and Bill cosby. we will grow squash and manufacture squash ice cream to meet the ever-increasing demand for the mindbodyandspirit's revolution. ( Read more... )

NO ONE IS GOING TO HELL.

EVERYONE SHOULD LISTEN TO MIRWAIS.

ninety four on in-class essay on three books i didn't read ( Read more... )

i think my head might explode. i was supposed to have 2 exams today. sleep. one tomorrow. sleep. friday exam makeup day take all three. in a row. vomit til i puke. i'm so mad. my brain is so fuzzy that the postal lady got me all confuzzled and i paid the cheapsest media mail price, but that means that it'll be there in 4 or more days when it needs ( Read more... )

got an email from that scratch on me'eart. just when i think i let the scab heal completely, there's still the skin on top that's protecting the blood from gushing out the next time i pick at it again. just a little longer and the skin would be smooth as the rest, a little lump or ridge, but smooth and alive.i don't know what to say to him. i never ( Read more... )

i feel so good about leaving my brother this time. he says he's miserable and that he's a wreck. and i beleive him, but he's got a girl. thats not to say that a girl can make things all better, but he's wooed and distracted. a girl that's way cute and she thinks i'm way cute too. i thought this day might never come, i was so silly to beleive that ( Read more... )