i hate the smell of mothballs with a passion such that i am brought to hysterical sobbing upon a single whiff. hysterical. i never cry unless the moon makes me, or some humane sadness which is short and sweet, i can desensitize myself, forget or distract myself from the subject of distress. mothballs are horses of a color scheme out of this world. ( Read more... )

more metal today. compulsive today. 85 minutes just rubbing one peice of metal, by the end shes so hot and smooth i cuddled with her, and she left her love juice all over my face and i looked like a diluted chimney sweep.today metal changed my life. in a few whiles or a few weeks, squash ice cream will be the primary life-turner-arounder. folks,

my new best friend is sheet metal. i found her on the floor of the shop and i bent her and loved her and stabbed myself with her on countless occasions. sanded her, scratched her, made her scruff, made her shine, loved her, pressed her hotness to my tummy, made me feel whole again. play with metal. play with metal. love metal. warm metal up. cuddle ( Read more... )

akward. silly. dangerous. very dangerous. nostalgic. incredibly confusing. nice confusing. wont get hurt. won't get hurt. won't get hurt.don't get hurt. forgive? forget? pppshhhhhhh....indulge.

oh oh it's magic, you knowwww....ILIKEITWHENYOUCALLMEBIGPOP-PA THROWYAHANDSINDAAYAIFTHOUBEESTATRUEPLAYA ( Read more... )

dude i'm such a grumpy pants. sometimes. shit. lauren and abby. tomorrow. one oclock. us. together. us. together. us. out uv school. alone. together. freak. the fuck out.

i wake up 230 this afternoon. go to the couch with my coffee. pick up this shitty book, and i haven't put it dow since. it's 1023 on a friday night. my pals back from memphis and i'm not leaving my house cuz i just want to finish this sick novel about the amish girl katie who gives birth in a barn and then murders it and sticks it in a horse ( Read more... )

i am completely craziness. no motivationn. lots of want. lots of need. i'm in severe need of this intangible mysterything. i cann't seem to solve any problem, just immerse myself in it and enjoy the ish until it's time to go. i'm not sure hhow great i'm feeling. i stopped getting shrunk but i think i might need to go back and get shrunk on a ( Read more... )

i think i won't get into college. for one thing or another, i just don't think it'll happen. right about now, i want to make everyone happy, including myself. solve everyone's problems and live happily ever after in the land of mango love.

yo doze hoze? remember our old feline friend, mr.skeaze? well. me and old boy have some similarities. we're assholes. dassright. but the only thing is, skeaze has lotsa lotsa babies. i don't. anywho. christmas was nice. i got mad appliances. i got appliances coming out of my ears. i got a tiny serger, so i can sew knits without having thread and ( Read more... )