i never thought i'd get busy enough to where i couldn't update this. but honestly, thats where i am.  i'm sick from school today with what is either an ear infection or something very near to it. things have kind of gone downward lately. i'm back to the way i was. it was the quickest backslide i think i've ever experienced. falyn's gone. i'm ( Read more... )

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Well. It certainly has been a long time, hasn’t it. There has been so much going on, and honestly, I just didn’t want to type it all. Went to florida for thanksgiving, which was spectacular. I almost didn’t want to come home. almost. which brought me to my decision: i’m staying in state for college. i love florida, but i couldn’t imagine staying ( Read more... )

no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no. no ( Read more... )

15 days since i last updated. godd thats a long time.
well, basically. i hate school. things with my friends are shit. and i'm going to see lindsey anne on tuesday.

ohhh yeah. and.
i'm going to butler.

hii. so. i started student teaching on tuesday, and i don't think i could possibly love it more. i love my schedule. when i first get there, miss dobis has prep, so she tells me what the students will be doing and everything. its nice because i don't interupt the class and i'm prepared for whats coming. i get to do two full classes which is awesome ( Read more... )

But you don't seem to mind
Ooh don't go telling everybody
And overlook this supposed crime

We'll fast forward to a few years later
And no one knows except the both of us
I've more than honored your request for silence.
And you've washed your hands clean of this

What part of our history's reinvented and under rug swept?
What part of your memory is selective ( Read more... )

well, here i go again. completely neglecting the only journal i've ever kept up with. but for some reason i'm in the mood to write, so here i am. sitting in sattler's class, writing this entire entry and saving it in my email drafts, due to the glorious internet blocks that keep me from my livejournal while i'm at school. evidently journaling isnt ( Read more... )

Write ten statements, intended for different people. Never tell which one is to who; Write the things you've always wanted to tell people ( Read more... )

before you get mad.
i'm not denouncing you.
ok? ok.
and i'm set in my decision.
so don't lay a guilt trip on me.
because i'm not doing this for you.
or you or you or you.
its for me.

"Freedom is not merely the opportunity to do as one pleases; neither is it merely the opportunity to choose between set alternatives. Freedom is, first of all, the chance to ( Read more... )