i'ma gonna stay where they sleep all day, where they hung the jerk that invented work.

awake. alone.

why is it that when i sleep away from home, i sleep great, but when he sleeps away from home i turn all night. he had the same exact experience 2 nights ago. and now he is out. and i am alone without a razorblade. how lucky for my skin.

end.

ive recovered from a weekend full of drug/alcohol binging and feel good about the whole mess ( Read more... )

meeting number 2 of the seed gallery happened last night. it went much better this time round. we made an agenda, someone took notes, gizem still interupted everyone all over the place, but we made it clear that "substances" were not allowed at meetings. i think everyone is ok with that part. gust and i are on the boutique commitee and jordan ( Read more... )

Friday, Mar 21, 2008 // DOORS 7:00 PM // ADV $15// DOS $15// the knitting factory
Tilly & the Wall, Capgun Coup, Jason Anderson

who will go with me. i need to see shows!

being kicked out of gigis house feels good. not. my grandparents hate me. i hate my hair and wear hats. i am in nj. i walked home in the snow last night. i already feel like nothing has changed. everyone is the same. everything around me is the same. did i even ever leave?

im considering stating work in the sex industry. the idea of $500 ( Read more... )

im so ready to leave. someone take us away from this place. my grandpa everyday has new excuses why we cant go sailing and my grandma makes me feel uncomfortable. my cousin wont stop saking me the same questions over and over and make me feel responsible for their boredom. yes, i have tattoos and pierceings. no, it doesnt feel good when you ( Read more... )

the past few days have been rough ( Read more... )

im feeling quite, how do yoooo sayyyyy, ruminative ( Read more... )

i still havent slept. i tried wrapping a tshirt around my head last night to keep the light out but nothing works. i ma have to resort to drugs cuz i feel like a fucking zombie ( Read more... )