"The important thing is, is to never close your eyes ( Read more... )

I have no idea where i stand ( Read more... )

I am in such a bad place right now ( Read more... )

I have never been so happy before. lol ( Read more... )

Its strange, this type of happiness ive found. Its one that i want always, and fear losing it every day. I fear that awakening will hinder that happiness. I think I also fear my full potential. Im not sure how i will be, or react with other people after it. Im nervous about night time. Im tired of the lights going out when i drive down that one ( Read more... )

A lot as changed. All in one years time ( Read more... )

I feel terrible.
I hate being sick. Im suppose to be babysitting tomorrow night and the night after, and well.. i had to cancel on them. I feel really bad. I mean...its not like i did it on purpose.. But still. i dont want them to hate me. I need the babysitting job. I NEED it.

Anyways,
im hoping to get better very soon!!
I need to get out.

WOW, i havent been on here in a while.
I was practicly dead up until a couple of hours ago!
I got so ridiculously sick!
I was so sad :[

As the seasons change, so do my emotions. I have no idea why, but for some reason my emotions depend a lot on the weather, and the sun. I hate the heat, and the sun is always too bright, but my spirits are always a lil higher when there is sun. Im not sure why. People say its that vitamin the sun rays give off, i suppose that could be true. lol who ( Read more... )

A friend of mine posted something on myspace that said "Lonely Holiday Suck", And i have to agree. Completely and whole heartedly. I was lonely in a lot of different ways this year. In my family.. Im the only one that doesnt fit in. I dont fit into my stepfamily, or into my biological family. And its a really horrible feeling. Every family has that ( Read more... )