Typically Twisted

Enough said.

I cant even bring myself to write in my journal.. Im ashamed that i let myself get to this point. I was never suppose to fall in love with him. I wasnt. And now what? Im alone. Im alone and lost and unloved. Half the time im trying not to cry, the other half im trying not to throw up. Im disgusted with myself.

Every once in a while, I will have an Eye Opening moment.
Last night was full of them. It was actually rather incredible. No one knows.

Im not really sure where to go from here. I feel very lost, and hurt by something, that I had no right to in the first place. I had absolutely no right to feel this way.. But Some how I got to this point.. And I have to deal with it. I suppose it is extreme Karma. I deserve it. I knew in my heart that I was never meant to know love at all. That isn ( Read more... )

Im mildly interested in knowing whether or not i would be capable of being a decent girlfriend/wife someday. Im sort of curious now. I mean, ive never really tried it whole heartedly. Hmm

Ive had an interesting life ( Read more... )

Im completely irritated right now.
Fuck you.
Go fuck yourself!

Im done trying to pretend shit all the time.

YOU KNOW HOW I FEEL!

I can't sit here like this anymore.
I need to start protecting me heart.

Ive been stupid and foolish with my heart.

And now.. it's time to pay the concequences.

FUCK THIS.

In life, there are many "defining moments ( Read more... )

Ive decided to wait on continuing the "uncomfortable secrets" blog for a little while ( Read more... )

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